240209,
whole night unable to sleep,keep think about alot of things,some about this some about that,then totally screw my paper in the morning, cause cant sleep then msged jie to meet at prata to pei me chat and maybe console her about some things,but end up like i console her likdat,actually she same situation as me,except i am in a better status i think..?

after the paper,went down to meet up with xin,then to bugis area to meet bao,jas,steph then to parklane meet leo and bros,i think that sometimes,if some happy things happened,on the other hand,some bad stuff will happen as well,to balance it. just felt uneasy the whole afternoon,hardly sound a word,watching the glamour by the side,didn't wanted to spoilt any mood like leaving first to meet up with bros,then after that also do the same thing,lan and arcade,was quite fun,but seriously still thinking bout what jiejie ask me to do,actually she say if i want to drag on longer,then history of me and her will repeat again,but then when i told her that i got no guts,and i don't want anything to spoilt the life i am happy now,i believe it is a moment of folly or an illusion of stepping on the line between A and B, jiejie say if don't move on,carry on like a spare tire or a toy,will only harm myself,but i know this is stupid,but yet i am still doing it,on the other hand,if i rush this side de things,then it comes out to be an unglam ending,then history will repeat which i am sure,oh well,

let nature takes it's course..?

sometimes,people will easier get touched by somethings you did,but what if it's a wrong idea? (:

live life as high as possible,time goes by,treasure those that comes and never goes..hmms,

screwed @ 1:37 AM